Showing posts with label Gurindam Jiwa pulak. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Gurindam Jiwa pulak. Show all posts

Tuesday, 20 January 2015

Dan rutin pun bermula...

Assalamualaikum..

Lamanya tak bersiaran..wawawa
Bz sikit..n penyakit M pun ye juga
Tapi online business still ON tau..
sekarang banyak sangat medium lah..
So..yang mudah ter update lah dulu..
Kat sidebar sebelah ada direct link ke Facebook page.
ha situ almost setiap minggu updates..
especially pada yang share testimoni SSW Kawaii Collagen + Larome
semua testimonies terbaru kat sana
2 produk ni memang selling fast tau
kesan pun..Alhamdulillah
In sha Allah bukan la indah khabar dari rupa
They deliver...cubala


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okayy... cerita pasal anak pulak

Macam parents lain.. me too busy lah juga hantar anak sekolah last week.
Tak nak tertinggal ok..
Nak adjust kepada suasana n rutin yang baru tu mula-mula rasa kelam kabut lah jugak
Ni dah minggu ke-2 ni ..kira dah okla sikit.

Kiss masuk darjah 1 tahun ni
Si f.darwish masuk tadika ke playschool yang untuk 4 years old tu..
Saje la nak bagi dia bermasyarakat sikit
Dari dok layan tv n tablet 24jam kan..

Kiss takde masalah.. after 2nd day dah blend in with the new environment.
Budak sekarang kan semua dah pergi tadika
Petang pulak sekolah agama..so far till hari ni feedback dia.. dia enjoy both schools
Settle kat situ..!!!
Alhamdulillah

Yang buat hati sedikit gundah gelana..
si kecik sorang ni...
dia tak suka pergi sekolah
wawawa
Nangis nangis...cuak la juga nak hantar..
so far dah ada few days ponteng even sekolah pun baru buka few days juga
caner tu..?
bantaiilah
tapi rasa minggu ni macam bertambah ok..
maybe takes times la kot
kannn...
maybe sebab dia december baby.. baru celebrate birthday 3 yrs last december..
tup tup..dah masuk school 4 years
terlebih manja pun ye juga
sedih sangat tengok dia sedih2 gitu..
hancur luluh hatiku jadi keping2x...ok poyo sangat
dahh...cukup-cukuplah...

jom tengok gambar..

First day to school - Line up nak panjat kelas..penat la..kelas tingkat 3.

first day pergi kantin-mama follow belakang

Ni hari ke-2 ..memang dia nak bawa bekal je. senang juga..save time kott.rehat 20 minit je

Darwish's first day.. masa ni dia tak tahu lagi..selepas tu memang la adegan drama tersedih 2015

Bila dah balik rumah ..ok je. 3-4 jam je kot sehari dik. Tak payah lah drama sangat,,

okayyyy... Azam tahun ni nak rajin sikit update blog.
In sha Allah

LOVE YOU ALL KETAT2x...!!

Thursday, 20 March 2014

That Broken Heart



That Broken Heart 
Will never be healed..
Will ever be heal??

Cause she didn't want it to be healed
Cause she choose to keep the pain..
Cause she want to hold it even in the deepest rain
Cause she didn't want to loose it even the tiniest grain

So..
She'll always remember the pain
So..
She'll always feel the pain
So
She'll never forget the pain
So..
She'll always prepared for another pain

That broken heart
Will remains frozen
That broken heart
Belong to her...
That Broken Heart
Will remains broken

So ... 
She'll always prepared for another pain



By: Fiza Darwish


Saturday, 1 March 2014

LET IT GO..! LET IT GO...! Beware of the FROZEN Heart..

Salam...

This is definitely The Frozen Month
The movie was awesome
I'm stuck with theme song in my head "Let it Go"
Really cannot let it go larr
Keep singing it ... with wrong lyrics and  messing up the tune.
Does anyody care??.. i'm just letting it go, what?? hehehe
Super Love the movie..
So near to my heart..
Princess Elsa.... i feel you girl... Muahss
Really..i am.
Definitely worth buying the CD...


Princess Elsa
Really adore her. Meremang tengok she build her Iced Castle. Sangat Gorgeous.


Please spent some time listen to this song ... Singer-Demi Lovato..She has superb voice.

“Let it Go” - Original music and lyrics by Robert Lopez and Kristen Anderson-Lopez

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of  isolation and  it looks like I’m the queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn’t keep it in, heaven knows I tried
Don’t let them in, don’t let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don’t feel, don’t let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don’t care what they’re going to say
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway.

It’s funny how some distance
Makes everything seems small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can’t get to me at all

CUT FROM FILM, KEPT IN DEMI VERSION:
Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe
I know I’ve left a life behind but I’m too relieved to grieve!

It’s time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I’m free
Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go,
You’ll never see me cry
Here I stand and Here I’ll stay
Let the storm rage on…
 My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I’m never going back
The past is in the past
Let  it go, let  it go
And I’ll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here  I stand  in the light of day
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway!


Pelakon Utama

Indeed...

Okay..tu je nak citer. sebab sekarang i asik nyanyi lagu ni je..ahaha. so mesti mau share.
Wah..
even ketinngalan zaman..semua orang dah lama tengok.. bantaii lah...

aperaa.. #dahtuatuapunminatkartun. Penat tak baca entry mengarut malam-malam i tulis semata cannot sleep nak nyanyi lagu let it go..
kadang sebak..kadang semangat..
no...i tak mental..  sesekali mmg suka bergurindam jiwa la pulak..

ok, Bye!



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Saturday, 11 January 2014

No...Its Not You !

No...its not you who makes me cry
Its me .. 
With the heart so dry

No...its not you who brings me down
Its me...  
Hiding out of town

No..its not not you who didn't try
Its me ... 
Wishing for the sky
  
No ...its not you who bring out my tears
Its me .... 
Trapped in my own fears

No.... its not you who always can't see
Its me.....
Swimming blinded in the deep blue sea

No ...its not you who's forget
Its me ..... 
Never ever regret

No....its not you being suck
Its me....
Being a proud duck

No.... its not you to make it even harder
Its me.... 
All surrendered to surrender 

No... its not you building the prison
Its me ....
Chose to be stiff and frozen

No......  its not all because of you
Its just me in the blue

No....Its not you should say sorry
Its just me being the Drama Queen in my self-claimed territory.

by Fiza Darwish





Wednesday, 3 July 2013

Is it me hating to satisfy others?

Sometimes we can just be that stubborn
To accept views 
And those nosy noses poking your life around
Sometimes their concerned were right, though
Even its hard to swallow
Am i entering my own custom made gallows?

Is it all about me...or is it all about them
Still, i don't have the answer to back frame
What is stopping me to do so..?
Why is it so hard to let go
So very clueless
I'm breathless
In the world of heartless

Ya Allah... Guide me accordingly

Its hard to even making a step
But I need to run somehow
Its hard to even dance a tap
But i need to tango,  like NOW!!

Hello!
Am i in the wrong time zone?

Is it me...Is it me 
Is it for the best of me 
or 
Is it for the best of them
Is it me hating to satisfy others?
Hence, i stop myself listening advises
Is it me hating to satisfy others?
Hence..i'm living in denials

Ya Allah, Please don't give up on me. Astaghfirullah.
Bismillah for the new chapters of me.Amin.

ps- huuhu..lately banyak randomss. 



Thursday, 27 June 2013

Life is Propa!



Hmm...

Kalau bersedih...dikatakan tak mensyukuri
Kalau marah.....dikatakan tak menghormati
Jadi?
Mari kita propa bergembira
Walau dalam diri merana berduka lara
Biar mata-mata dunia bahagia
Biar mata hati sendiri mati
Meratapi nasib si labi

Sekian.

Wallahu'alam.

Wednesday, 26 June 2013

Bukankah Ini Fitrahku??

Dia datang sebenarnya ditunggu..
Entah kenapa dia disambut dalam sendu
Setelah kenyang menjamah nasi telur mata buat sahurku
Langkah kiri kamu..
Merencat rancangan ku.
Menghilangkan dingin subuh itu
Memang dah lama rasanya tidak ketemu
Hingga rasa kekok serba haru biru

Setelah 28 bulan berlalu..
Tanpa mu setiap bulan bertamu seperti selalu..
Setelah 28 bulan berlalu
Aku kembali ke rutin yang dulu..
Setelah 28 bulan berlalu.. 
Aku bebas mengadap Tuhan yang Satu
Kini kau datang menutup peluangku

Hati kini terasa sayu
Hati kini terasa beku
Aku rasa kosong,
Bukan kah ini yang ditunggu
Bukankah ini fitrahku
Bukahkan ini azali sempurnaku

Maafkan aku..
Aku bukan tidak bersyukur..
Aku cuma blur..
Aku bukan tidak lega
Aku cuma perlu masa
Masa untuk menerima bahawasanya...
Aku kembali ke rutin yang dulu..

Yeay.. AKU memang belum Menopouse!!
Kah kah kah..


Jangan marah.. biasala..tengah bulan mengambang memang i memang emo and sayu layu..! 

ps- 28 bulan? 10 months pregnantkan fakhry + 18months (umur fakhry) menyusukan dia hingga kini..
      akhirnya... 
Alhamdulillah sebelum Ramadhan bermula.

Alhamdulillah untuk temujanji itu semasa 28 bulan yang sempurna tanpa cuti
Miss U already. :(






Tuesday, 14 May 2013

When You feeling Down



When you're Feeling Down

When you're feeling down
From the pressure that you hold
Turn around the frown
Remember what you did was bold
Some people come
More people go
Left with only a thought
From the enemy within
Thinking one answer is the solution
But it only sturs up a revolution
We are who we are
Even if they don't see
God is not so very far
The answer is never to flee
Take the chance
To share what you are
Take a good glance
God is not far
Sooner or later
Something will break
The weak are strong
The strong are afraid
Everyone has been wrong
God has given us our own trade
Love God
Love yourself
Love your family
Let God meet you halfway
Take a step forward
Don't walk backwards
Speak out your heart
After it breaks
It can no longer be broken
When you can pck your self up
You realize you are not owned by anybody

By : Mathew Poetry


Cheers !!



Tuesday, 19 March 2013

Another Random!!

What shall i write?? Duh..
“I would like to see your writing skills. Show me a sample of your report.”
A report to impress an unconvincing interviewer.
I was asked to write a good damm report. And here I am struggling myself to write.
 All this while, for the past of 7 years of experienced, how should I told him, my reports were only consists of solid CAD mechanical drawings and engineering analysis.  Pages after pages full with numbers from calculations and physic theories in order to prove the strength and reliability of one certain product.  And, those pages won’t stop until laboratory tests as well as field’s tests analysis and comparisons graphs drafted in.
Yes, I did write something in those reports either FAIL or PASS. Is it that can be considered as writing skills? No, I don’t think so.
At one awkward time during the session, I almost slipped tongue asking him to check out my blog.  I did write frequently in it, about my thought, my routines, inspirations and random stuff.  Maybe he can just evaluate my writing skills from there. Fortunately, I didn’t. What am i thinking?
As an unconvincing interviewer, I too confused myself in the path I’m going to choose.  Decided to twist  little bit on my career scopes and starts all over from the beginning when I was already placed myself in certain position and recognition with my old career, plus having kids and being a wife to somebody doesn’t help much neither
 I used to have that same kind of perspectives of view and looks judging me in every interview sessions before. But then, it was because am applying for engineering jobs, the field obviously dominated by somebody from Venus. Simply being a girl, my marked seems to be marked down 50% automatically upon entering the room leaving me to fight for another 50% for the real interview sessions.
But hey, indeed I was totally wrong this time, even applying for management role I had put myself into the same situation again. But this times its worst because I was left with 20% marks to go, apparently now I’m having 2 kids and lacking of experiences. I rest my case.  As was said, the only good thing in me is, I stay nearby.
Yes, to be truth, the reason I’m applying the job at the first place was because it was really near to my home. Having a workplace just  a few blocks away and walking distance  from home are simply a bonus points even though  it were quite rare in nowadays working environments.  Went out as early as the sunrises and crawling back at home full with stress overloading in the dark EVERYDAY are the current ‘IN’ trend.
For years, I used to have that kind of life and am fully understand, nobody opted to choose that kind of hectic life, but as a normal civilian, the theory somehow drilled and welded safely into our brain that this is one “RIGHT THING” in life we should be in order to survive. No doubt, the hunger to fulfill basic necessities or to satisfy high end maintenance lifestyle threw us to be slaved on our own needs. And don’t start with the desire to show or please the community around us…?!
I believed in living healthy and maintain a balance lifestyle between careers and family. I believed by having a good health of mentally, spiritually and physically may lead to other successful stories too. Lots of proven data and studies had shown a happy employee served well in the organizations rather than the angry and stress employee. Angry employees tend to skip works, lack of creativity, less responsible and not loyal by changing jobs. So, In order to performs well  or be a top performer one need to be happy and in order to be happy they need to be healthy and balance life between both worlds.
 Err, I will be very happy if my workplace near to my home and saving lots of my times stuck  in traffic jammed on roads and spending those quality time with other beneficial tasks which is will bring me extra points on my end year appraisal. Remember, happy employee equal to performing well.  YES..NO? Well, like it or not no doubt it is a proven theory.
Plus as a raw in the new positions at least my view are fresh and uncommon. It should be advantages to the organizations having staff from diverse backgrounds which leads to diversify angle of views, approaches and strategies to build up a smart and functional teamwork ready to grab any kinds of opportunities.
Adaptability is the common issue brought up.  To me, maturity is something to count for. After all, every different business and job role in the world, the root principles are still the same and applied the very same basics. It is up to a person on how he/she oversees and tackles the problems while providing the best solutions.
So, back to the report, still, I didn’t write any. I don’t think he will impress on a report full with technical and CAD drawings. There will be no writing skills to be proud at.  I ‘googled’ around in the Internet, there are tons of sample reports as easy with a click away.  As simple as that.
But then, there was no point for me simply to copy or editing a report which clearly wasn’t mine.  I don’t want to promise ‘moon and stars’ to them and end up as a loser when the reality hit me back. Life was real and the challenges getting stronger with heavier burden to carry.
To Mr. Interviewer, it’s ok to be careful referring the positions I am applying for. But do please let me squeeze in to your organizations. I’m well equipped and all excited and ready to face the new challenges. J
An hour passed by, beside writing a report i find myself whinning here, luckily its my own blog. Bare with me.. i'm just an ordinary girl and currently all clueless and confused. :( 

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