Is it me hating to satisfy others?

Sometimes we can just be that stubborn

To accept views 

And those nosy noses poking your life around

Sometimes their concerned were right, though

Even its hard to swallow

Am i entering my own custom made gallows?

Is it all about me...or is it all about them

Still, i don't have the answer to back frame

What is stopping me to do so..?

Why is it so hard to let go

So very clueless

I'm breathless

In the world of heartless

Ya Allah... Guide me accordingly

Its hard to even making a step

But I need to run somehow

Its hard to even dance a tap

But i need to tango,  like NOW!!

Hello!

Am i in the wrong time zone?

Is it me...Is it me 

Is it for the best of me 

or 

Is it for the best of them

Is it me hating to satisfy others?

Hence, i stop myself listening advises

Is it me hating to satisfy others?

Hence..i'm living in denials

Ya Allah, Please don't give up on me. Astaghfirullah.

Bismillah for the new chapters of me.Amin.

ps- huuhu..lately banyak randomss.